Somebody that i used to know

This song really caught me off~~

"Somebody That I Used To Know"
(feat. Kimbra)

[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

why do i keep looking back at my past?

simply because it is the only things which matters me the most and i really treasured it as it cherished me all along..
it is too beautiful,,life back then was so beautiful,,i had no regret at all,,


as for the time being pls be strong even when your world is tearing you apart

i 'm not there when they need me the most
i'm not there when my house burned down during a fire
i'm not there when my parents get involved in a car accident
i'm not there during the worst part of our life
i'm sorry for that
but I do really love you mom,dad,,
I love my family with my whole heart~~

Exams,Dengue,Thesis and Me,,

I'm really glad indeed that it is finally over.I just hope that all the hardworks is worthy enough.And pls just let it ends here.I dont wanna be a repeater.Not to any of these subjects and courses I'm taking.You have made me suffered enough for the past few months and suffocate me that i couldn't even breathe freely.Now that it is over I can woke up in the morning and smiling all over.Felt like its been ages since i last felt like this.I dont believe i've actually made it,Trust me this is the worst chapter in my life.Having friends infected with dengue during the exams with some of them were even warded really scares you off,having thought that the same mosquitos which infect ur friends would be lingering in the same house and that they might bite you anytime without you even knowing it,.and suddenly the forest in Indonesia get into a fire which is massive(this is not an accident,the fire is on purpose) that it brings haze to the whole malaysia and made the air even worsen,,thats what it takes me after all before i can actually become a 4th year student.

Now that the exams is over i've been thinking of doing a looott of things which i misssed before.
I'm gonna cook,read novels,and eat good food with my family,I would want to hang out with friends and family n i would wanted to go to a place where i could actually shout out loud and screams to the whole world.Maybe the top of a hill?maybe i would go deep into the forest and shout out loud and let the mother earth itself hears what i says.but it does seems impossible.lol.where on earth in the midst of KL would i find  a forest.So let keep it for future list.

I'm getting excited after i choose the topics for my thesis eventhough i dont have even the slightest clue what my thesis is all about.Psychophysiologic interaction between two highly significantly activated areas (areas A and C in brain) duirng randomised visual stimulation.Basically it is fMRI (functional MRI).And the rest is still in haze.Just like how KL is still shrouded in haze.But it does get better today.And let us all getter better tomorrow.I'm positive.I"m done.:)