Subhanallah~~

On the authority of Abu Dharr al-Ghifari (may Allah be pleased with him) from the Prophet (PBUH) is that among the sayings he relates from his Lord (may He be glorified) is that He said:
O My servants, I have forbidden oppression for Myself and have made it forbidden amongst you, so do not oppress one another. O My servants, all of you are astray except for those I have guided, so seek guidance of Me and I shall guide you, O My servants, all of you are hungry except for those I have fed, so seek food of Me and I shall feed you. O My servants, all of you are naked except for those I have clothed, so seek clothing of Me and I shall clothe you. O My servants, you sin by night and by day, and I forgive all sins, so seek forgiveness of Me and I shall forgive you. O My servants, you will not attain harming Me so as to harm Me, and will not attain benefitting Me so as to benefit Me. O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to be as pious as the most pious heart of any one man of you, that would not increase My kingdom in anything. O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to be as wicked as the most wicked heart of any one man of you, that would not decrease My kingdom in anything. O My servants, were the first of you and the last of you, the human of you and the jinn of you to rise up in one place and make a request of Me, and were I to give everyone what he requested, that would not decrease what I have, any more that a needle decreases the sea if put into it. O My servants, it is but your deeds that I reckon up for you and then recompense you for, so let him finds good praise Allah and let him who finds other that blame no one but himself.

It was related by Muslim (also by at-Tirmidhi and Ibn Majah).

Terima kasih wahai blog kerana saban hari menjadi tempat untuk aku mencurah rasa,,

i feel less tensed when i wrote,,with all the downpour in the heart,it went away as i write and write and write,,i guess i'm expressing it on u my blog!

sedih!!!:(

la tahzan!dont be sad!

kan Allah dah bgtau:

"Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah,dan jangan pula bersedih hati,

sebab kamu paling tinggi darjatnya,

JIKA kamu orang yang beriman"

Kalau dulu hati ni sangat tekesan tatkala di'isolated'kan oleh sahabat seperjuangan for no solid reasons tetapi ntah kenapa sekarang xde sekelumit pn rasa tu bersarang di hati lg,,kenape ye??rasanya hati ni dah kalis diperlakukan sebegitu rupa,ya,,itu la hakikatnya!alhamdulillah tiada lg rasa yang membungkam dan menyesakkan jiwa raga sehingga meyebabkan ketegangan dalam diri,,lega sekali!a weight is lifted!in this evening,i give the final blow!

i'm trying to be positive!

aku belajar jd independent after all,,

i dont need people to accompany me to go to uo,chow kit,ts,pt widuri,smart copy,,

even if i wanted badly a person to accompany me i know there is none of it!sighT.T

and i dont expect they asking me to accompany them!

not at all!

the next thing i realise is that:

ak seorang hamba yang berTuhan,,

bila kita sedih,kita ingat Allah,,

bila kita gembira cpt pula kita lupakan DIA,,

betapa angkuhnya seorang hamba terhadap Tuannya,

seakan hidup tiada bertuhan,,

sedangkan Allah xpernah lupakan hambaNya,

kataNya Tuhan..

"Apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya tentang Aku,

maka sesungguhnya Aku dekat.

Aku kabulkan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila dia berdoa kepadaKu....."

Hari yang bakal dilalui adalah sebuah hari yang belum tentu manis atau pahitnya untuk kita lalui sebagai seorang hamba,

lalu kuncinya adalah:DOA

Doa memberikan kekuatan pada yang lemah,

Membuat orang yang tidak percaya percaya,

Memberikan keberanian pada yang ketakutan,,

DOA itu SENJATA ORANG MUKMIN,,

so,

Jangan sombong dengan Khaliq!

pesanan buat diri,

jgn pernah kau lupakan Tuhan,

baik ketika suka mahupun duka,

percayalah setiap suatu yang datang,

membawa jutaan hikmah,

diiringi ribuan hikmah,

tidak perlu kau persoalkan ketetapanNya,

You're never alone,just reach into your heart and Allah is always there,,

You're never alone!!

"...Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan,"Kami telah beriman",sedangkan mereka tidak diuji lg? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah

menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka,

maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui

orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya

Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta"

(Al-Ankabut:2-3)

Thanks to all pain and plain

Ain't a crime

because its u celebrate life

its still beautiful

no matter how much

it has made u

black and blue...

-Hlovate-

story of my life~~

Hi ,dear .I think I haven't had a real talk with anyone else during these days .In the cafe or after a sunshine noon ,chating idlely with friends is like sth luxurious . So ,as I'm free to open my mouth now ,I wanna talk over sth with you .Just imagine :D You cannot believe how warm and comfortable the weather is here ,between 10-20 C ,is exactly the coming of early spring.Every time I open the window ,gentle breeze goes into my whole room ,and touch my face .I love it ! And I guess it must have been very hot there ? :D Every day is regular ,even if my birthday ,no celebration ,no friends around ,as quiet as my character .:D Sorry to mislead you ,I'm the single child but I have no right to decide how many kids my relatives can own .And I'm the youngest of all .:D My new semester is also beginning on September.Half a year is not a short time if you wanna create sth . You know though i'm free as what i look like ,I know actually my parents still remain some unsatisfaction with my dropout ,I can sense that in their action and words ,which really hurts me now and then and lets me sink into guilt .I wanna travel ,wanna touch the outside world ,even if it's just a single trip ,by train or ...i don't care .While in the other hand ,I'm so afraid to make them labour under the delusion that my dropout is to play instead of further study .Find a part time job is good choice for me ,however ,distant trip is more beneficial to a teenage at the age of 19 .Youth is put into non-stop wearying work or get to know more about this world ? I believe the latter.We're already 19 ,and soon we'll stride into a new stage--20 .It's horrible to see our age accumulates with the passage of time. So far ,I've seldom done sth i wanna achieve ,the done is mostly what others expect me to .And it's one of the essential reason why i feel strained in the past.We need to be ourselves.Stress-out find no effective way to be cured totally ,at least there's some way to alleviate :follow your heart.:D I love writting to friends or simply go to bed when the stress is out of control .Do you have the habit to keep a dairy ? I tired before ,and you know what ,the next day when i looked back what i was pouring out ,tearing the paper into pieces is always the end ,so i never keep a dairy now .:D So turn to friends who really love you and I'm sure they'll be very happy to listen to you and try to share the stress with you together ,and never will they regard your visit as bother .Speak out your pressure will make us feel better than drowning it in your heart . Get it ? Just don't tire yourself so much ,dear ,be yourself :D Glad to know you'll be in long vacation too,so you'll go back to hometown hunting for a job or just stay in the university ? Any plan to make a trip ? Beside basic studying in daily life ,I take much pleasure in any kinds of American Tv series .I guess you must be very familiar with "FRIENDS" ,right ? I plan to watch it out :D and meantime ,improve my chess skill .Recently ,I find a new interesting game "Sudoku" to lighten up my life . Good talk for me .hehe ,sorry if my letter distracts you , just feel free to reply ,however short or long it is .:D Any words from friends will always make my day .I'm always here for you .:D Take care ,dear .-xiaomin

thats why i was so passionate of being a teacher

things was as usual except that it was raining outside,,

i was in the lecture,not really a lecture,english class,,

i was all alone,depressed,isolated in the crowd,but..

my english lecturer was a great one,i love to listen to her,

she was very dedicated,funny and love to tell us her story and life experiences,,

only then she started to talk,,

and again about her life,,

it was a wonderful one,,that i listen to every single word which come out from her mouth,,

and what i learned from her talk today:,,

please have justice on yourself,,

dont be too harsh on yourself,,

and find a friend to laugh and cry together,,

just like how she and Puan Azizah(her best friend) did,,

a friendship that bring two life together,,

they have become soooooooo close that they are being called the non-identical twin,,

just imagine this: they have been friends since she was in Form 4 until now(i dont know her age but i guess it is late 40's),,see how long they have been with each other,,

i guess their friendSHIP is even stronger than that of TITANIC,,

i was amazed seeing how their friendship was,,

do i have such friend?i asked myself,,

i dont know and i really dont know,,

i have so called my GM clique,,

i have so called my X3 clique,,

i do love my cliques,

but to consider it as strong as the friendSHIP of Puan Ruzmel(my lecturer) and Puan Azizah,,

i guess not,,

so,do i really have one?

u answer me~~

ever since that,

I PROMISED TO HAVE JUSTICE ON MYSELF..

I PROMISED NOT TO BE TOO HARSH ON MYSELF..

I WANT TO FIND A 'FRIEND'..

I WILL DEFINETILY CHANGE FOR THE BETTER,,

INSYAALLAH..

THANKS TO PUAN RUZMEL FOR YOUR INSPIRING WORDS,,:0

IT IS NEVER LATE TO CHANGE

as the saying goes

"to exist is to change,to change is to mature,to mature is to go on creating oneself endlessly"

Muhasabah diri kejap~~

"Apabila dirimu melihat hambaNya yg lain yang tidak diberi kekuatan untuk mematuhi PerintahNya, maka bersyukurlah kerana dirimu telah diberi kekuatan tersebut. Ingatlah tiada daya upaya melainkan daripada Allah.

Lantas bukan kritikan yang membuntukan yang diberi. Tetapi, seharusnya pandangan kasih sayang. bagaimana melakukan pandangan tersebut? dengan melihatnya sambil membisik kepada dirimu sendiri,
Ya Allah, Yang Maha Penyang. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengasih lagi belas kasihan kepada hamba-hambaMu. Sayangilah dia (bentuk kasih sayang seperti petunjuk dan hidayah yang tidak putus2) dan diriku seperti mana Engkau menyayangi KekasihMu. Peliharalah kami daripada menjadi golongan orang yang rugi..

Didiklah hati untuk mendoakan orang lain. Hatta orang itu tidak kita kenali."

kata-kata yang dipetik dari seorang sahabat..

sangat terkesan di hati..

lantas cuba menginsafi diri,,

moga aku tergolong dalam golongan yang diberi hidayah dan kekuatan

untuk terus mentaatiNya..

amin..

my dearest blog..

i write only when i feel like doing so,,

i'm pouring my feelings and words i've been keeping deep in my heart onto this speechless,nonresponsive page,,

my dearest blog,,

though u r so,

i'm glad to know that u would never get tired to listen to me,,

i do thank u for becoming something that i can turn to everytime i feel like doing so,,esp when i'm in pain..

i would be glad

to pour all my pain and all the blue onto u

for i know that u would always be there for me when i need u

rather than someone who can never stand me nor be there for me,,

(mode:sleepy)T.T

to be continued..

SAVE ME...........

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

BUT WILL U EVER BE THERE FOR ME??

SO THAT I HAVE SOMEONE TO HOLD ON TO?

FOREVER?

WILL U??

PLEASE BE THERE FOR ME..

SO THAT I WILL NO LONGER BEING ALONE...........

CAUSE

ITS PAINFUL WHEN U ARE IN CROWD YET U'RE ALONE~~