thats why i was so passionate of being a teacher

things was as usual except that it was raining outside,,

i was in the lecture,not really a lecture,english class,,

i was all alone,depressed,isolated in the crowd,but..

my english lecturer was a great one,i love to listen to her,

she was very dedicated,funny and love to tell us her story and life experiences,,

only then she started to talk,,

and again about her life,,

it was a wonderful one,,that i listen to every single word which come out from her mouth,,

and what i learned from her talk today:,,

please have justice on yourself,,

dont be too harsh on yourself,,

and find a friend to laugh and cry together,,

just like how she and Puan Azizah(her best friend) did,,

a friendship that bring two life together,,

they have become soooooooo close that they are being called the non-identical twin,,

just imagine this: they have been friends since she was in Form 4 until now(i dont know her age but i guess it is late 40's),,see how long they have been with each other,,

i guess their friendSHIP is even stronger than that of TITANIC,,

i was amazed seeing how their friendship was,,

do i have such friend?i asked myself,,

i dont know and i really dont know,,

i have so called my GM clique,,

i have so called my X3 clique,,

i do love my cliques,

but to consider it as strong as the friendSHIP of Puan Ruzmel(my lecturer) and Puan Azizah,,

i guess not,,

so,do i really have one?

u answer me~~

ever since that,

I PROMISED TO HAVE JUSTICE ON MYSELF..

I PROMISED NOT TO BE TOO HARSH ON MYSELF..

I WANT TO FIND A 'FRIEND'..

I WILL DEFINETILY CHANGE FOR THE BETTER,,

INSYAALLAH..

THANKS TO PUAN RUZMEL FOR YOUR INSPIRING WORDS,,:0

IT IS NEVER LATE TO CHANGE

as the saying goes

"to exist is to change,to change is to mature,to mature is to go on creating oneself endlessly"